’ll whisper razor blade words
See everything you’ve heard
Maybe they’ll cut a little deeper
Make your defenses weaker
And I’ll see what makes you tick
Using your own words to make you sick
Like a fallen Angel
I’ll be your Devil
Leading you all the way home
Where you’ll never be alone
But when your pieces fall on the floor
I’ll be begging for more
It drains you slowly
To adore me
And I’m so bittersweet
It’d killing you to love me
Nature doesn’t change easily
You can’t stop the wind from blowing trees.
Your crimson tears are my demise
Your eyes blue as the sky
Your fears are my own
Your pain is shared and shown
How dare your enemies break apart
The half of my heart
That lays with you
That half that pumps my life through
And the blood we bleed
For the life we leave
And to receive
The greatest gift of all
Lays inside your tortured soul.
Under lock but I’ve found the key
To set what you’ve hidden free
But you see unlocking you risks me.
I’m too attached to break away
To determine not to stay
But the truth is any moment you could pull away
And I would crash and burn
But it’s a lesson I’m willing to learn.
I trusted everything you said
Believed every lie I was fed.
And you make me repeat
Everything I didn’t need
You make me scream
So loud my throat bleeds
And I’m a little cliché
And you’re never the same
I’m sick of lonely nights
Even the prettiest bird takes flight
When the timing’s right
Even the sweetest song grows old
The story’s over told.
Every rose withers away
When frost comes it’s way
I guess this is my day
To fly away.
If I only could show you how I feel
If you could only see how deep your vein lies in mine.
Oh if you could feel what I feel
Maybe you wouldn’t mind?
If you could see what it was I hid
Pretty sure you wouldn’t have the time
If you only knew what I did
I’m sure you wouldn’t be mine
If the secrets revealed their selves in the light
It wouldn’t be ‘fine’
If my mind opened wide
I wouldn’t be this nice
You can fade the sores
But the scars remain
You can close the door
But it still rings
Maybe only time can heal
Who you were
But it’ll reveal
Who you are.
|It's the kind of thing where you hate being around him, but you torture yourself with his presence because you'd rather feel miserable around him then miserable away from him.|
"I don't hate you, boy. I just want to save you, while there's still something left to save.."
"I love you girl, but I'm not the answer to the questions you still have"
They tell me I should hate you for what you did, but I don't. I never will.
I don't have problems. Problems have me.
Deal with it or deal with someone else. I'm not changing for anyone.
I'm turning into the girl you thought I'd never be.
Who could deny what I'm feeling inside? All these butterflies.
“Only time can heal your broken heart, just as only time can heal his broken arms and legs.” -Miss Piggy
When everything screams let go, I still hang on.
You cannot miss someone you never truly had.
And what if the glass isn't half and half. What if it's only one fourth full. Then am I allowed to see the bad side?
I sat there quietly thinking of a way to make you see that I was in love with you.
It was the last time I'd ever see you..and I couldn't get the words out of my mouth. The phrase "I love you" has never been so hard to say.
I wish I could save you. I wish I could bear myself for your sins. But I can't. I try over and over, but I can't.
You're still amazing in my eyes.
|I'll admit. I still think about you..I wish we were still "just friends". I don't know what I did to turn our friendly nice talks into silence... I deleted you from my MSN. I can't allow myself to give into the temptation you present. If you want to talk I'd gladly talk to you.. but you don't care, you never did. You love games, flying, and history. I never had a place in your heart, maybe no girl ever will. I gave you everything I could..absolutely everything I ever could and it wasn't enough. Part of me loves you..I know the next guy ,whenever he comes along, will always be compared to you. What he doesn't do that you did, what he does that you did, what he believes that you don't, what he thinks that you did. My heart is on the rebound ready to lock onto anything that will take it..God I hope someone will come along who I can love again..I just want to love again and not feel so alone..so worthless. I just want to feel like the next time I give someone everything, they're apperciate it..no one ever apperciates it though..|